Tuesday, November 17, 2009
What if love develop overtime
what if the past one have step back
are they just finding you as a float that she do not sink?
What if love is just a crush?
what if love you dim is just an infatuation
a sudden passion you had for someone
Is that love or is that infatuation
or is that what people dim as love?
Have my story goes on
will it stop
Will you ever step back and think what i have been through
the tears that i have shed
Will you look at me and think what am i really thinking
Do you believe that feelings develop?
Or do feeling just stays and hang on?
Will feeling hang on?
Why does people always get touched when someone treat him/her good
and then they dim to be loved and tend to love back
what is love?
is it complicated?
do you think so?
have you ever wonder
what my hearts ask?
what my heart yearn
yes
i have been carefree these passing months
i love the life i have
yet
sometimes it just felt that something is missing somewhere
sometimes it's filled
sometimes it empty
filled with passion
dreams
hope
that's the only things that i want i think
YET
it's empty on the deepest mark of the heart
somewhere it goes wrong
somehow it doesn't seems right
pain
yet tolerated
fuck
life suck
love suck
Passion and dreams are those that i live on for
maybe someone did filled up some space in my heart
who?
how?
why?
i don't know and do not seek to know
even i jolly well know
suspress each and every feeling NOT to love ANYONE is my only thing
i will do ANYTHING to stop myself from being hurt
Sometimes i just have some thought i would like to share
yet i felt it's redundant
redundant to love someone
not needed
unwanted
it hurts to love and hurts to be loved
get what i mean?
i finally realise how cruel human is
i realise cause i have see through lots
throughout the years
yet im fucking stupid
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on 3:41 AM